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Due to a glitch, I managed to follow my own blog.

Steam Group

I made a Steam group: http://steamcommunity.com/groups/youre

It started as a joke but turned into a serious.

Blah

I haven't really had any ideas/the drive to upload any more posts, so I'm opening up a "thing" if you will.

Ask me a question at: http://www.formspring.me/PhrozenFox
and I will answer everybody's questions in blog posts, along with any thoughts/feelings I've had that day.

You don't need to sign up to ask a question, so go crazy!

League of Loafers

Yes I play League of Legends.

No, I don't like the community.

Oh man

>Finally got a girlfriend
>Girl I've been crushing on for years
>Shorter than me, brunette, adorable in every way
>We have sex regularly
>Been together for two years
>Trust her unconditionally
>One day, she tells me we need to have a talk
>She has a very sad look on her face
>Tells me she was raped a few weeks ago
>She went to get an STD test and found out she's HIV Positive
>We've had sex at least 5 times after the rape
>She tells me now because she was scared of telling me
>Suddenly filled with uncontrollable rage
>Punch her in the face as hard as I can
>She falls down, nose is broken
>Can't control rage, can't even see straight
>Keep punching her as hard as I can
>Her face is a pool of blood
>Blood splashes on my shirt with every punch
>Can't. Stop. Punching.
>Leave, her parents come home later
>Skip ahead 2 weeks
>She has to wear a face bandage, stitches everywyere
>Told her parents a robber attacked her
>Didn't want me in jail because she felt she deserved it
>Suddenly feel terrible inside
>Go to apologize a week later
>Get to house, ask her sister where she is
>Sis has tears in her eyes, says she fell into a coma
>Run to the hospital as fast as possible
>Get to her room
>Open the door
>Get on the floor
>Everybody walk the dinosaur

Well I thought it was funny. -_-

Bond

User one: I have recently partook into a wonderful series of videos entitled: "The Angry Video Game Nerd" in which this delightful fellow reviews video games while spouting profanity.

User two: I must disagree with your opinion, and must provide instead the alternate title of: "The Angry Video Game Turd" as I rather dislike anything that has such a clever title so as to eclipse my own video game reviews.

User one: I cannot understand your outrageous claim, and must instead provide you with the assumption that I performed sexual intercourse with a female member of your immediate family.

User two: This does not compute, as my mother is dead and I have no sister.

User one: Your mother computed my sexual reproduction system merely hours ago.

User two: I provide you the idea of settling our conflict by means of pugilism, however, you will require a large sum of money to travel to my location so that we may carry out our scuffle in a fashion more befitting men of our calibre.

User one: Your mother befitted my calibre.


The internet: Circa 1780

Lurk less

Honestly, I just quit my favourite livestream because everybody just has to be fucking dicks.

Has anybody noticed that everywhere you go there has to be a large group of fuck-tards stirring up shit?

I can't even fucking play a game without some cunt-bag-

You know what, it's just going to be the same sentence re-worded 20 times.

Grow the fuck up, learn some respect; these are real people, and some of them know how to backtrace, ya dun goof'd.

Regardless, I'm done trying to fit into communities, I am going to stick to playing games with people I already know.

League of Legends is an example of cunt-bag filled community.

Joy!

Joy! Oh joy is me! I have a minion, finally!

I know I've had people who read this blog here and there, but somebody actually subscribed to me, WITHOUT ME PAYING THEM!

I suppose I atleast find this entertaining, it's a good way to get out any anger and frustration I have throughout my day.

Anyways, I noticed a lot of stuff about my work today.

They held meetings to discuss safety and whatnot, and made pretty damn sure it was drilled into people's heads that mixing up chemicals was a CRITIAL ERROR; however, I still find window spray in table sanitizer bottles, 4 different dilutions of the same concoction, bullshit man. I took the bottles to the manager who, next day, just put them all back where they were! So I emptied all the (probably expensive) chemical down the drain and refilled them with the proper amounts.

There is a cart that has had a flat tire for half of last year, not fixed, leaky tap in the bathroom, reported, not fixed, etcetc.

Oh well, they're improving, but god, we lose a lot of silverware man, we had maybe 100 knives and I remember having atleast 500, atleast it's not forks this year.

Annnnyways, work is okay, I have to be the asshole who tells everybody they're doing shit wrong, but it's okay, if it saves somebody from mixing dishwashing detergent with bleach and blowing out their fucking eyes, job well done.

Work

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Well I'm working again, sorry for not updating for the 2 people who actually read my blog occasionally.

Other than work, which I really couldn't for the life of me find anything to talk about, I've been doing absolutely nothing.

I've decided to give that girl I mentioned before another chance, hell knows I was a little insensitive, but fuck it if I am taking all the blame for it.

Internet

Does anybody remember the late 90's through to around 2008?

Those were the golden days of internet.

Sure there were a few assholes, but then it just contrasted the cool people, it was so much fun just spending hours, days without sleep, really, just hanging out with random people.

Now............it's all just shit.

Mostly 4chan has turned everybody into fucking idiots/assholes, you can't go anywhere without getting gang raped by trolls, and I really can't play any games without people I already know beforehand.

Honestly, can I play one fucking game without somebody being a cunt?

LEARN HOW TO FUCKING SPEAK ENGLISH

AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am so fucking sick of people who haven't learned the most simple rules of English.

I am probably going to get some rather nit-picky response fixing one of my more obscure grammatical errors, but when you don't know the difference between your and you're, you have a serious problem, and should be re-admitted into 4th grade.

There, they're, their.
Then, than.
Its, It's, a little harder, but still.

Learn how to speak English.

I GET IT. IT'S THE INTERNET! You don't need perfect spelling and grammar, but when a spelling error COMPLETELY CHANGES THE MEANING OF A WORD, you have a problem.

Your gay.

I'm sorry, I don't have a boyfriend.

Idiots

So...I moderate a livestream...I'm going to put the link just because I don't care what they think of me as of now.

http://www.hyperbolicbubble.com/stream

Anyways, it was fun when I did it before, disagreed with a couple people, no big deal.

I started going there again, and got moderator pretty fast.

Now, I am always a good moderator, I follow the rules, even if I occasionally break a few. Lately, everybody seems to be getting away with retarded semantics related to certain rules, no black names (very dark gray, indistinguishable from black), no pointless insults/profanity (blatantly disregarded, also trolling), just to name a couple.

Whenever I go to punish people for breaking any of these rules, and I daresay I'm quite lenient with it, the person gets instantly unbanned by one of the newfag mods I've never heard of, and then the user degenerates into trolling me, while everybody else gangs up on me. Luckily enough, I have a few allies, unnamed, which usually go unnoticed, but it makes it a little easier to appeal to the admin.

I don't blame the admin, he just wanted to play some games, and now it turns into a job, but I don't think I deserve this amount of disrespect.

Foresight

Not to be confused with foreskin.

As I have predicted, we can't stay away from eachother. Right now she is on vacation, gives us time to think, and to miss eachother, it's good. We came to terms with eachother's differences and she's able to just relax and push out all the shitty shit that's been happening lately.

Myself, I don't know. I don't think I can be with somebody who's going through the same shit that I did when I was their age. I see so much of myself in her, and I hated myself back then, I still do, but I love her and everything that comes with that.

I can see that when she is older, when she has experience the same revelations that I have, she will be a very good companion, and that we will be able to truly have fun in this world, but right now, it's like she's shrouded in problems, and she can't see past her own problems to realize mine.

I guess I don't help much, I make it seem like it doesn't matter what I think, because I'll always be there, but I won't. I can wait, but not if I keep getting my hopes up just to be let down. I don't get out much, so I don't exactly have hordes of women at my beck and call, but if I meet somebody who's already ready to handle the additional burden of pleasing another human, then I might have to say goodbye.

True colours

Yes yes, when under the right type and amount of stress everybody shows their true colours.

I know this is going to get back to me, but I don't care, another woman to remove from my contact list.

Women. You are not the only ones with feelings.

Guys don't show their feelings because of some shitty premonition that it makes them any less of a man. They still have them.

You are not always right, get used to it.

In most cases, you are wrong.

The bible says women were made for men. I want to disagree, but every fucking time a woman opens her mouth, I can't help but hear logical fallacies within every word.

Women fight for equality, but they've become too narcissistic. They think they can just get away with anything and justify their existance by quoting some shitty medical study.

I. Am. Not. Dating. Until. I. Am. 20.

Fuck, I'm 20 this November.

Okay maybe 25.

Learning

Learning.

Yeah that's about all I have.

I guess we were always together (we're official again), but we're both a little confused.

Oh, I'm talking about the girl my last umpteen posts have been about.

If anybody knows me personally, this is pretty much my first relationship, at 19 years old, really I'm not all that perturbed about it, I kinda liked single life, even though I pined for a companion throughout most of it.

It seems even the drama and the confusion and the fights are good for me, it seems like I finally have a purpose, something to strive for. Even now, I am writing up another blog post just for her, you damn people either don't exist or refuse to show yourselves. *Shakes fist*

I'm learning how to deal with other people's problems, of which I know nothing about. I'm a little insensitive, I'll admit... I'm not used to actually having to impress someone who would otherwise be a friend (for a rather short time) or a complete stranger; usually I just do what I do and if they don't like it, too bad.

I understand in a relationship, you need to adapt a bit. I can't be all neutral about everything, and I can't be too passionate about touchy subjects. I am learning the balance, and it's good.

I love her. I truly do. We're thinking about our future together, and it's funny; a friend of mine is dating a friend of hers, before we even met. They just moved in together, small world, eh?

Oh, also I'm Canadian...I don't think that was ever brought up.

Fgsfds

Alright, it's come to my attention that while I was with her, I was constantly pining for her company, like some sort of drug.

I don't do drugs, I don't do addiction very well.

As soon as it was decided we were to be friends, it seems like I became happy again. We both have shit going on, so I'm going to wait until we figure out our lives before I allow us to even try again.

I suggest to anybody who is reading, don't date until you have your own life straightened out, otherwise you put a burden on those you love.

Alright

I'm going to stop making direct blows to my girlfriend(?) and just fucking keep my opinions general.

I can't keep my fucking mouth shut. I don't know when to stop talking, and because of that, this is the third time we've broke up. I'm not even going to bother making my posts specific.

Man, I went from consoling her to pretty much terrorizing her in just a few short sentences...I didn't mean to...but somehow I fucking did...and I KNEW that I was going too far and I didn't fucking stop. I'm so fucking blind.

If you're reading this, I still love you, I fucked up and hope you can forgive me, and I know your Papa still has a good decade in him at least.

Revisions

I come to the realization that this blog will have few, if any viewers at all, but I know my girlfriend who will remain unnamed for the sake of anonmity, will always be loyal to me and my views, and therefore must apologize to her for my last blog post.

I still find females narcissistic, and I think I always will, but there's a certain amount of give that needs to be present.

I know I am very clingy, and I assume it puts people off, it has been confirmed when she almost broke up with me over it. I am learning the balance between space and closeness, and even one day along the road, if we must part ways, I will never forget the lessons she taught me, and the fun we had.

Eugh

It's recently come to my realization that women are narcissistic by nature.

Whether they have high or low self esteem there's always that fucking sense that they feel holier than thou, and always have to make the fucking decisions.

Where have men gone that we're wearing the fucking collar when it comes to relationships, us who was made first and women as a counterpart? I agree with equality, I am chivilrous to a fault, but for fucks sake, can I find one fucking female with the common sense to realize equality doesn't mean you turn a nigger into a prince?

I'm working my ASS off trying to find a fucking balance between caring and giving space, and constantly I get stood up for reasons I'm beginning to consider are not even valid.

Maybe I'm too nice, maybe I'm too fucking good for a woman. All I know is, bitches like abuse until they're like fucking 30, it's just too bad they can never see it.

More corporate nonsense

YouTube man, king of pissing me off.

Lately they've been cracking down, HARD, on people with copyright material.

I've been getting at least 2 videos on every refresh in my Recommended videos...that just simply aren't there, because they were removed for that shit.

I just wish anybody would realize you can just quote their fair use clause and get it restored as if nothing happened.

Fucking idiots.

Facebook.

*inhale*


Fuck.

So I guess I'm joining the millionbillion people who use Failbook. Not using my real name, fuck, not even using my internet handle, but I do like seeing the various things a few of my friends are up to.

When I had a falling out with my girlfriend, I kept looking at her page to see if she said anything bad about me, it's fucking addicting man!

Like the title says, one step closer to selling out to social networking.

I really didn't want to because of all the people I hate that use it, but it's pretty easy for trolling under an alias.

La

I've been writing walls of text to my as of now girlfriend and my as of always best friend...the topic drove towards this blog I never update due to lack of traffic. Ideas floated around whether I could get my snazzy attitude posted in the newspaper or some such form of media.

Really, do I even care to work so hard to pique the interest of a medium which is dying?

Our world, ever evolving like a game of Jenga, rising higher and higher, forgetting its roots, then finally crumbling beneath its own zeal and toppling back to the bottom.

I forsee this happening to our world.

2012...I don't know what, if anything will happen, but I assume something similar to my Jenga clause. Perhaps the oil wells will run dry; cars unable to run any longer. Will man be able to wipe his brow and walk, or crumble under the thought of having to work for anything.

Honestly, I hope the world changes drastically, even if I lose all electricity, I will continue this blog on paper, perhaps I could become some form of martyr, predicting the Great Outage of 2012.

This is the late evening after my possible break up with the first girl I've ever cared for, and it seems my tears have already run dry. I don't think I even shed any.

Humanity as a whole is uncaring of the feelings of others, but as some form of shame pretends to be. Political correctness...what does that even mean? Shitty form of chivalry. Sure you call them "middle eastern people" but shouldn't they just be "people"? That black man over there...yeah I suppose it's a good way to point out a difference.

If racism were not to exist, things would be very different. Religion causes wars. This is a fact. It's those differences in opinion, not fact, that make people fight. Racism is a way to ward those enemies away! I'm not saying to kick the next coloured person in the teeth, but don't fall prey to this stupid sense of self satisfation next time you help a cab driver count his American money, he's in OUR country taking OUR jobs, and soon enough, America will throw caution to the winds and elect Hitler's great great (etc) grandson or something! Truly that sounds uneducated, and it damn well is, but really, can we trust people who's people bombed our country? The same religion that deemed those two towers as some fucking sort of opposition to their culture?

I can understand not everybody is a terrorist. Be kind to those around you, treat them as humans, but don't leave yourself wide open. Prejudice keeps us safe. If you see a man with a bulge in his pocket, it's okay to assume he has a gun, watch him, but don't jump him and start beating his face.

-Edited for accuracy

Can anybody hear me?

This bandwidth is wasted on me.

One of my friends seemed intent on following this, but I guess he stopped caring.

Oh well, I probably get a bit of traffic from YouTube.

I am an angsty teenager

I am so depressed and the doctor says I am depressed.

No you are not, and he is an idiot. You just don't know how to enjoy life.

Get out of the fucking house, stop smoking pot, and god damn breathe in some fresh air, jump in puddles and climb a fucking tree.

And for fuck's sake, stop wearing what everybody else is wearing.

2PM?

Soo...I have a meeting today that I must attend to at 2PM, I am currently writing this at 6:17 AM and am not even a wink tired.

God dammit soceity, 2PM is too early; I need my 14 hours of sleep.

Corporate nonsense

Definitely one of the biggest pet peeves I have are phrases that make no fucking sense such as "pet peeves"

No but, people fixing stuff that simply isn't broken.

Google. Fuck. Wow even Blogger I notice is swamped with Google undertones.

If you didn't know, Google not so recently took over YouTube, installed an 11 minute video limit, fucked shit up and shit up fuck creek and whatnot and the website is just barely held together by a web of bullshit.

Every time anybody notices even a slight difference with anything on YouTube nowadays, it's plagued with bugs or bad design choices. The beta channel designs (which run very well on my mid tier computer, but didn't on my upper low tier) were very laggy and buggy, often completely masking certain things like videos, playlists, and pretty much making the whole thing inoperable.

They need to stop fucking with the comments setup. At one point, I noticed it was melded into an incomprehensible blob of text. The borders were fine. Comments don't need seperate votes, AND WHY THE FUCKING SHIT CAN'T I FUCKING POST A VIDEO RESPONSE.

The only thing they did right, which wasn't broken to begin with, was instead of a 5 star rating system, they put in a system for thumbs up or thumbs down, which makes sense, anybody only ever put one or five stars.

Overall, they fucked up pretty bad, nobody is looking forwards to any of their updates, but they leveled out.

If I see "charlie bit my finger" in my recommended list one more time, I am going to kill all niggers.

Newfags

Ignore the title if you're not a channer.

Getting really fucking sick of people quoting "Amazing Horse" and "Big Booty Bitches".

It wasn't funny the first time, and I swear to god if I hear "Shut up woman get on my horse" one more time, I'm going to do absolutely nothing because it's over the internet.

Fuck. ;_;

I don't fucking want to make my baby

I'm referring to those stupid advertisments, of course.

Make your baby and we'll slap two pictures together in photoshop and send it to your phone for $20 or some shit.

If I wanted to make a baby, I'd go fuck somebody.