Thursday, August 26, 2010

Internet

Does anybody remember the late 90's through to around 2008?

Those were the golden days of internet.

Sure there were a few assholes, but then it just contrasted the cool people, it was so much fun just spending hours, days without sleep, really, just hanging out with random people.

Now............it's all just shit.

Mostly 4chan has turned everybody into fucking idiots/assholes, you can't go anywhere without getting gang raped by trolls, and I really can't play any games without people I already know beforehand.

Honestly, can I play one fucking game without somebody being a cunt?

Thursday, August 12, 2010

LEARN HOW TO FUCKING SPEAK ENGLISH

AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am so fucking sick of people who haven't learned the most simple rules of English.

I am probably going to get some rather nit-picky response fixing one of my more obscure grammatical errors, but when you don't know the difference between your and you're, you have a serious problem, and should be re-admitted into 4th grade.

There, they're, their.
Then, than.
Its, It's, a little harder, but still.

Learn how to speak English.

I GET IT. IT'S THE INTERNET! You don't need perfect spelling and grammar, but when a spelling error COMPLETELY CHANGES THE MEANING OF A WORD, you have a problem.

Your gay.

I'm sorry, I don't have a boyfriend.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Idiots

So...I moderate a livestream...I'm going to put the link just because I don't care what they think of me as of now.

http://www.hyperbolicbubble.com/stream

Anyways, it was fun when I did it before, disagreed with a couple people, no big deal.

I started going there again, and got moderator pretty fast.

Now, I am always a good moderator, I follow the rules, even if I occasionally break a few. Lately, everybody seems to be getting away with retarded semantics related to certain rules, no black names (very dark gray, indistinguishable from black), no pointless insults/profanity (blatantly disregarded, also trolling), just to name a couple.

Whenever I go to punish people for breaking any of these rules, and I daresay I'm quite lenient with it, the person gets instantly unbanned by one of the newfag mods I've never heard of, and then the user degenerates into trolling me, while everybody else gangs up on me. Luckily enough, I have a few allies, unnamed, which usually go unnoticed, but it makes it a little easier to appeal to the admin.

I don't blame the admin, he just wanted to play some games, and now it turns into a job, but I don't think I deserve this amount of disrespect.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Foresight

Not to be confused with foreskin.

As I have predicted, we can't stay away from eachother. Right now she is on vacation, gives us time to think, and to miss eachother, it's good. We came to terms with eachother's differences and she's able to just relax and push out all the shitty shit that's been happening lately.

Myself, I don't know. I don't think I can be with somebody who's going through the same shit that I did when I was their age. I see so much of myself in her, and I hated myself back then, I still do, but I love her and everything that comes with that.

I can see that when she is older, when she has experience the same revelations that I have, she will be a very good companion, and that we will be able to truly have fun in this world, but right now, it's like she's shrouded in problems, and she can't see past her own problems to realize mine.

I guess I don't help much, I make it seem like it doesn't matter what I think, because I'll always be there, but I won't. I can wait, but not if I keep getting my hopes up just to be let down. I don't get out much, so I don't exactly have hordes of women at my beck and call, but if I meet somebody who's already ready to handle the additional burden of pleasing another human, then I might have to say goodbye.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

True colours

Yes yes, when under the right type and amount of stress everybody shows their true colours.

I know this is going to get back to me, but I don't care, another woman to remove from my contact list.

Women. You are not the only ones with feelings.

Guys don't show their feelings because of some shitty premonition that it makes them any less of a man. They still have them.

You are not always right, get used to it.

In most cases, you are wrong.

The bible says women were made for men. I want to disagree, but every fucking time a woman opens her mouth, I can't help but hear logical fallacies within every word.

Women fight for equality, but they've become too narcissistic. They think they can just get away with anything and justify their existance by quoting some shitty medical study.

I. Am. Not. Dating. Until. I. Am. 20.

Fuck, I'm 20 this November.

Okay maybe 25.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Learning

Learning.

Yeah that's about all I have.

I guess we were always together (we're official again), but we're both a little confused.

Oh, I'm talking about the girl my last umpteen posts have been about.

If anybody knows me personally, this is pretty much my first relationship, at 19 years old, really I'm not all that perturbed about it, I kinda liked single life, even though I pined for a companion throughout most of it.

It seems even the drama and the confusion and the fights are good for me, it seems like I finally have a purpose, something to strive for. Even now, I am writing up another blog post just for her, you damn people either don't exist or refuse to show yourselves. *Shakes fist*

I'm learning how to deal with other people's problems, of which I know nothing about. I'm a little insensitive, I'll admit... I'm not used to actually having to impress someone who would otherwise be a friend (for a rather short time) or a complete stranger; usually I just do what I do and if they don't like it, too bad.

I understand in a relationship, you need to adapt a bit. I can't be all neutral about everything, and I can't be too passionate about touchy subjects. I am learning the balance, and it's good.

I love her. I truly do. We're thinking about our future together, and it's funny; a friend of mine is dating a friend of hers, before we even met. They just moved in together, small world, eh?

Oh, also I'm Canadian...I don't think that was ever brought up.