Learning

Learning.

Yeah that's about all I have.

I guess we were always together (we're official again), but we're both a little confused.

Oh, I'm talking about the girl my last umpteen posts have been about.

If anybody knows me personally, this is pretty much my first relationship, at 19 years old, really I'm not all that perturbed about it, I kinda liked single life, even though I pined for a companion throughout most of it.

It seems even the drama and the confusion and the fights are good for me, it seems like I finally have a purpose, something to strive for. Even now, I am writing up another blog post just for her, you damn people either don't exist or refuse to show yourselves. *Shakes fist*

I'm learning how to deal with other people's problems, of which I know nothing about. I'm a little insensitive, I'll admit... I'm not used to actually having to impress someone who would otherwise be a friend (for a rather short time) or a complete stranger; usually I just do what I do and if they don't like it, too bad.

I understand in a relationship, you need to adapt a bit. I can't be all neutral about everything, and I can't be too passionate about touchy subjects. I am learning the balance, and it's good.

I love her. I truly do. We're thinking about our future together, and it's funny; a friend of mine is dating a friend of hers, before we even met. They just moved in together, small world, eh?

Oh, also I'm Canadian...I don't think that was ever brought up.