Obligatory update

For the 3 followers and myself (I think, I haven't looked in a while) I figured I'd update my blog with some random crap.

Firstly; I've run out of games to play. League of Legends is just garbage; Maplestory, I got bored of, pretty much anything Nexon has is boring.
If anybody has any suggestions for PC, I'll look into it.

I've been getting out more, hanging out with friends, it's nice.

I need a fucking job, I'm going crazy here.

I'm worried about some people.

My skype group no longer interests me, and it was pretty much the only group of friends I subscribe to on the internet.

I want internet fame, I want to be the admin of such a big website, and I want to rule over it with DIGNITY, AND FUCKING INTEGRITY, AND GOOGLE CAN FUCK RIGHT OFF.

A lot of things can fuck right off.
Druggies, Failtrolls (the difference being that real trolls get negative reactions from inferior people, while failtrolls just bug you and pretend it's funny), NUKE THE ENTIRE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS COMMUNITY; really, Maplestory has probably the nicest community; it's like any anime I've seen, where you meet friendly strangers and go on your way, or meet an enemy whom you fight a lot.

I'm so mean to my friends sometimes. They are always there to help, and I usually ignore it. At times like these, I always creep it out and say I love them, they think I'm about to do something stupid, and ask what's up; especially then, I can see how much these psuedo strangers on the internet actually care about me, and I appreciate it.

If I don't want to do something with my friends, I tell them. Sometimes they get mad, but they know me, and honestly, it seems they're jealous that I have so much constitution to ignore things I don't like; but it might make me a bad person...I always make up for it. I do things I don't like if I know it means a lot to a good friend.

The world was made for me, it revolves around me. If the world doesn't revolve around me; why do I see it through my eyes?
Don't tell me the world doesn't revolve around me as some shitty attempt at making me feel ashamed for my zeal, I deserve everything I aspire for, and if the world was free, I would have it. I aspire for much, but haven't the drive to achieve it. I actually only want to have a hard job that pays well, come home to a nice girl who loves me, and sleep away the pain of a hard day's work; on my days off, I play video games.

It feels so good writing out everything I'm thinking; my silly little qualms.

I feel I am really at peace with the world, despite not having a job, being behind on rent, I'm really fucked, but I feel peace, I can feel the ebb and flow of life everywhere I go, I can feel my own sexuality and spirituality, I can feel my aura, and fuck if nobody believes me, in times of need I can use my senses to empower myself to achieve just about anything, I can focus that power to augment any of my senses or abilities.
It sounds absurd, but you'd have to feel it.

I wish people could be at peace with eachother; I wish people would heed my words, and try to feel their inner power, because it's really made me feel good when times were bad; I guess I'm just optimistic.

Please everybody, never lose sight of who you are, and NEVER leave your emotions bottled up. Find somebody who will listen and just fucking spill whatever negative feelings you have, ignore what other people think of you, and just fucking tell whomever you want what you think of them. Tell the school bully that he's a sick excuse for a human being, tell your girlfriend that her feet smell (unrelated), and tell your father that he's a dispicable bastard that doesn't deserve his fucking family; but never forget that the school bully taught you to hone your senses to danger, your girlfriend held you in times of pain, and your father birthed, raised, and put up with your bullshit for over a decade.

Never forget the ones you love, and always make time to tell them they're important.